Hi Nani. How are you? I’m sure you are very well and keeping a protective eye from the heavens above. I really miss you.. it’s just impossible to reach you now that you are gone forever. Funny thing is that I created this tribute for you when you went away and I thought I’ll come here like everyday but I actually don’t visit here as much as I would like. Can it be really 4 years since you went away? FOUR years!!! It’s a horribly long period. I remember everything you taught me and I’m trying to built my life around the big black hole you left. It has not been an easy journey but I’ve picked up the pieces and I’m going on, life is a long journey and I’ll never forget you, the pain never goes away. I think my threshold for bearing the pain is increased but deep down in my heart, you have a special place and you always will. I love you ❤️

Love you forever Nani. How strange.. I made this tribute for you but I don’t come here very often, no actually not at all. I think I just don’t want to think about it, about you being just gone forever. About me missing you, you know why? Because it hurts. It hurts a lot and that’s why I don’t want to think about you. But of course it’s so not possible to forget about you, I definitely remember all that you taught me. Piece by piece, I’m made by you.. your love, your teachings, your blessings.. I carry all of it. I carry you with me literally, I’m a part of you, and I move forward carrying you with me. Of course you went away, of course you did.. but don’t you think it was very suddenly? Very soon? Just like that.. a flick of light and you went away.. so far away my voice can’t even reach you. But of course I’m selfish, how couldn’t I be, with you as an amazing, amazing person by my side always.. I never wanted you gone. But you know what? It was really difficult the first years, but now; now I don’t think about you.. I mean I do remember you and then I just start to think about something else, because I don’t want to be stuck in your thoughts, it’s so painful you can’t even imagine. Maybe I should think about you more? Let out the pain? I don’t really know.. maybe I’ll do if someday. But Nani, till then, fly free like a bird.. like you always wanted 🕊🕊🕊 I will try to come here more often, write my thoughts.. you know I miss you.. Happy birthday Nani ❤️❤️ I love you 💕